Curious, and confused by it.
I am straight and have had a few MM encounters and one MMF
encounter over the yearsand I still get turned on thinking about some
of the experiences but I am a bit confused. I am not attracted to
men, and I could never have a real relationship with a man. I never
see men and have sexual thoughts, but for some reason I am turned
on by cocks. I like looking at them and playing with them. I have
given head a couple times and although I didn't LOVE it at the
same time I didn't hate it and would possibly do it again in the
right situation, although I would never allow anyone to cum in
my mouth or any other orifice. I have had a couple girlfriends that
know about the experimentation and got into it alot.
They like anal play with toys and I enjoy that as well. I alsoget
turned on by watching bi videos, and have a MAJOR thing forpretty
passable transgendered women. Anyone have any explanations?
Am I totally screwed up?